If I told you...

If I told you I loved you,
Would you forgive me,
For all the betrayl,
That I did serve?

If I told you I missed you,
Would you think of me,
In nights so dark and lonely,
That did come to hurt?

If I told you I needed you,
Would you rush to me,
In a rush of panic,
Devotion and love?

If I told you I want you,
Would you gawk and point,
Run and hide,
Beneth the covers of God's design?

If I told you I was sorry,
And still am,
For all the things,
That I did hurt.

If I told you I am dying,
Because of the things I did,
The things I said,
The things I thoguht.

Would you still love me,
In all the horror,
That I have brought,
Would I still be your bunny?

If I promised you,
That I would love you forever,
Into eternity,
Through out the universe,
Through out all time,
Would you marry me,
In a secret place,
Beyond the stars,
Behind the mountains,
And in my heart?